Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 12:19 PM

CAN SOMEONE KILL ME?

Work is driving me real mad!!
Work is really tiring me out!
I felt like dozing off now..

Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 1:26 AM

Fasting Month

It's raining right now..
Seriously, Its HEAVY RAIN!!

I couldn''t sleep.
Too many things in my mind right now...

Work..
What can I say..
It's been hectic..
Many new things to learn..
Too many...

I'm totally worried..
Worried that I couldn't keep up..
Worried that I mind just break down any minute
but I am keeping my faith in all the things that I'm doing right now..

I can choose to give up and do something else..
but at the moment..
I'm coping..
I'm learning..
This is for my own good..
My own future..
Of course.. to do better things in my life in future..

I will go through it..

It's going to be the 2nd day of the fasting month..
I will go through it..
Fasting as I go through the hardship..
and yes.. that busy month is coming up..

I am trying my best to do it..
I just hope that the F1 thingy could go through without much hassle..

I am waiting for the dates for some concerts..
Definitely have to leave the Beyonce concert..
I am definitely will be working during those dates...

Ah!!! I just hope I could watch SJ2 concert..
I know that I could save up and go to Japan next year..
and apart from that...
I would want to visit other places...
I might have to skip Hong Kong next year..
To materialised my trip to Japan...
Or.. I could go Korea..
Hmmm...
I will have to check with my other partner...
My travelling partner, that is...
Not my boyfriend!

I don't think I could afford to find or even have a boyfriend now..
With my work life so hectic..
I don't have time for all that now..
but if I were to find one..
I just hope he could understand..
the hecticness in my life..

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 9:04 AM

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME

I have not been posting..
I guess I was to caught up with work.
Was I being hardworking or just trying to be seen as hardworking?
I truly do not know.
But one thing for sure..
I learn something new everyday..
and Comes September, there will be more new things that I will learn

Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 1:18 AM

2nd Week of IT

I'm in the midst of my second week in hospitality industry.
I kinda enjoy my work life right now.
Maybe...
CUSTOMER SERVICE is in my blood..
I dunno.. MAYBE..

Anyway...
I'm really in a rush to learn lots of things..
From proposals to contracts and agreements..
Everything.. I have to learn in a rush manner..
Coz by the end of this week..
Meaning..
AS OF NEXT WEEK...
I'll have to be independent..

I have a few other attachments to other departments that I need to attend..
Currently, I have to miss my J-pop and K-pop scenes..
BUT.. I am updating Arashian forum as I typed this.
I missed that forum..
and I missed all the members..

I know that I won't be as free as I used to be..
but.. I made a promise to spend time in there...
So.. it would be in 2 weeks before the forum opens up again..
FINALLY...

TO Irah:
See how beautiful this world is when u take things slow..
See how good things could be when u just go at your own pace..
Slowly, hand in hand.. Things would be a better..

TO Ben:
I am not angry with you..
I know that you are busy with school..
So study hard and dun be a jerk anymore..

TO MY OWNSELF:
Love yourself like nobody else..
Enjoy the things that you do..
Others that could not even understand what the heck you are doing to your life.
Take things at your own pace...
Be firm with yourself..
Work hard ... and of course..
Live your life to the fullest..
I got to go and sleep now..

Oyasumi nasai

Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:17 PM

1st WEEK at Work

Finally, the day of being redundant at home ENDED..
PERIOD! FULL STOP!!

I got the job..
Erm.. I'm back in hospitality industry which at first...
I wouldn't want to be in.
I was contemplating..
Half hearted..
BUT..
something made me to think again.

REALISTIC...
I have to be realistic..
No such thing as dream comes true..
Although I know..
One fine day,
Everything would go just the way I want.

I am not hoping that everything would be smooth..
What I am hoping right now is that to get things straight.
Setting my priorities right...
and I know that at the end of the day...
I will survive thru the hardest ordeal in my life...

Right now...
My main priority would be my family..
Nothing else matters..
Even for my needs, I would consider it as secondary..

I just need to finish up my Econs class end of this month..
Then, I'll take up my language lesson as of next month..
and try to balance my daily routine.

Its just a planning..
and I know PLANNING can never be smooth..
so I am really praying to Allah...
that my journey would be a smooth one...

I'll try to update as much as possible..
but I think I'll be updating once a week now..

and yes...
I'm thinking of a weekend getaway...
still thinking where to go...

Oyasumi nasai...